zzz this blog abit "few" dust. So long never come here loh. But with nationals coming up on sunday, i felt i must let out something.

We put in 6 months worth of effort for the 9th of july (dun be lame and think world cup). Zone comp was but a mere... "formality", getting double champs would have been a given. BUT, nat comp would have been something we really have to work for, given our experience last year. It takes real effort and commitment.

Are they showing it? maybe. but it's not enough. you can't win just with effort and commitment, just like how you can't EAT effot and commitment. you have to results to procure something to eat. they need to turn up results to snag the trophies. the quality is needed. they're just not there, i know it. i goddam know it.

Please, someone teach me how to train SOMETHING out of these bunch. it's really like CATCHING WATER IN MY HANDS WITH MY FINGERS OUTSTRETCHED.
BLOODY, DAMNED, FUSTRATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

zzz....nvm i'll plough on, and face the inevtiable on 9th july, sunday. but at least i know i won't be the one crying. not tt im trying to act, but i know i won't. too care-"less".